Currently Playing rearviewmirror (Greatest Hits 1991-2003) By Pearl Jam see related

Tell me what it takes to rewind my life

Before all the love, what was life like?

What made me smile, and what made me cry

Before I ever fell for the deceit in your eyes

I know it’s not possible, but it’s still worth the try

To live my life like I never fell for your smile

And pretend that everything will really turn out alright

So just maybe I can find peace somewhere in my life

edit - woohoo...finally...my court date for divorce will be sometime the second week of february :)

Currently Playing Disintegration By The Cure see related

A few days off work and now I'm back.  It looks as if this job will be over in the next couple of weeks.  I hope so, I'm ready to leave Mississippi.  The plan is still to go to Tennessee once I leave here.  I actually have a couple of job opportunities elsewhere however.  I have been invited to work in the denver area on another jobsite.  That is a definite "no".  I don't care too much for the type of job and some of the people that will be there.  Another possibility is something in California.  I won't name names but someone I work with might be jumping to another company and heading out to Cali.  I have helped this person in the past and if the opportunity presents itself, I could possibly go as his helper.  I know, being a helper doesnt sound too grand.  However, by just being a helper I could probably make more money than what I'm doing now...and I'm doing pretty well at the moment.  Anyways, I'll end this post so as to spare those of you who read it from anymore dull info.

And so it seems, that yesterday was only a dream

Cause I was with you

But yet it seems, that tomorrow I won’t be able to dream

Cause I won’t be with you

But if for some mysterious reason I do dream

I wish it to be about you

Because these days it seems I seldom dream